Memory Is Quickly

fading.
I can't remember this far back xD

1.laughing shit off with lydia about math
2.the spicy pickle with everyone
3.lessons
4.driving lessons (;
5.walmart excurssion
6.getting lost in cordera
7.hanging out with chad
8.Alba :D
9.orientation
10.cried!
11.I hope my nanna gets the dachshund!
12.I'm so excited about volunteering!
13.slept forever
14.went on a walk
15.drove Koda
16.he stayed up to wish me a happy valentines day
17.i'm overall happy
18.lydia and I cussing her out
19.talking with Taylor again
20.Hannah and I's commentary
21.Justin Bieber
22.lessons again tonight
23.surprise?

My old faithful friend

anxiety I don't want you.
& I don't need you.
The end

1.always have fun in spanish with gillian and karen
2.gillian's venting at lunch
3.eat lunch with nichole
4.making plans with ashley (and nichole?)
5.making plans with lydia, gillian, and jordyn
6.actually eating lunch with jessica
7.her confiding in me
8.laughing again
9.middle schoolers staring as we played
10.snow day!
11.interacting with andrew a little bit
12.mangina?
13.eating healthier
14.exercising
15.lydia's cupcakes
16.did great on history test
17.pumped for figuring out colleges

Confidence!

I've felt so much happier lately and my confidence has shot through the roof!
I haven't felt this way in a long time.

1.vampire graphs!
2.ratatouille (epic spelling fail)
3.dig a tunnel!
4.mutes are dangerous!
5.I risked my life today! I hope you're happy!
6.doing awesome in anatomy!
7.our cat was frozen!
8.finished dissection
9.did really good on my spanish presentation
10.helped leanne for fst!
11.lunch with leanne
12.i whip my trunk back and forth!
13.much needed venting
14.started drawing again
15.got a deviant account
16.helped chris out of a bad situation
17.got 2 strikes bowling! (no bumpers!)
18.went out to eat with Karen

Hopeful

I feel renewed. I'm hoping this feeling will stay.

1.Got to miss math to see UNC perform
2.100% on my orgin quiz
3.studied the cat and learned a lot
4.ashley came and said hey
5.karen was concerned about us
6.got to read to the kids
7.got 5 hours signed off
8.get in the car!
9.went to the game
10.go bessie go!
11.I'm not stopping, get out!
12.made tie-dye shirts
13.chad's party
14.getting drunk
15.beer pong
16.tons of hugs (man I've missed him)
17.the old head rub
18.actually feelings something at church
19.the love message - reawoke me!
20.break groups- my favorite part

It's Been A While

Like usual he's unreliable and inconsiderate. It's not really dissapointing anymore.

1.hung out with Karen a lot
2.saw Tron= amazing (:
3.went to walmart looking crazy
4.bowling with Jessica, Josh, Jack, Matt, and Karen
5.Grannie Style!
6.The kiddie thing
7.Josh and his driving
8.Strip soccer
9.Lap dances (I took picture!(;)
10.the weird stand off at basketball game
11.boner song
12.Gillian and wrestling
13.skipping with Lydia
14.running into Chris
15.talking about art
16.just my luck
17.mommmmmm. i need your helpppp
18.make my phone charge...plug it in??
19.getting my hair cut
20.Rex scared me
21.doing well in school

Ehh that's good enough (;

I'm Going

to be Strong.
I am not going to let this hurt me.
I am not going to let him change me.
I am not going to fall back into bad habits and patterns.

1.Took funny picture with Lydia and Grace
2."I love my mommy" unison
3.Rex gave me some attention
4.The koala
5.Statue of Liberty xD
6.Hearing that Gillian considers me a best friend
7.Plans with Gillian and Jordyn made
8.I love elementary helping
9.Got to read to the kids
10.Love copying xD
11.Saw Lauren today
12.KW(yaaaa)
13.I just need to go to the bathroom
14.Made it to Wendy's (first!)
15.Micky D's with Leanne and Jack
16.Lunch with Gillian, Jessica, and Josh
17.Saw Kelsey
18.Junior Hall Party
19.Nostradomous video
20.Villa workout
21.Talked to him (negative and plus)- first time in month and half
22.Made plans to hang out
23.Applied to more jobs

Sarah's worried.
But I'm strong.
I can do this

Hopeful

like everyone else.
A new year, a new life.
A chance to start all over.

1.Went to Tx!
2.Surprised Mc
3.Saw an inspirational movie: Eat Pray Love
4.Got to see the cute new puppy!
5.The car ride with Maizy (;
6.Got to go put putting
7.Mongolian Grill
8.Met a cute boy (even though his personality is kind of bleh)
9.took one picture xD
10.got to hang out with mc all day everyday
11.had tons of laughs
12.got to sleep in
13.got to see my first sonogram
14.she dedicated that song to her....oh jeeze
15.this is the most real webcaming experiencing I've ever had
16.karen told me how much she missed me
18.got stuck at the airport really early xD
19.got to see all my friends again.
20.went off with leanne and jessica
21.then with jessica and matt
22.hung out with karen
23.applied for some jobs
24.snow day!
25.got volunteer info
26.doing pretty good with my schedule xD